TEACHER

Animation by Meryl Friedman and poem by Taylor Mali...

ink & flesh

and the rest is for the worms

dissemination

perpetual

corpses parade the streets of Babylon

Hermes muses on past transgressions of borders

twins

A Polaroid photo by Ulay.

Maria

'Maria' is a portrait by German artist Loretta Lux, who studied painting before turning to photography (and photoshop).

Für Elise

blossoming

for the love of glass

compulsive starsuckers

pause/replay

Agus Suwage made a series titled pause/replay for which he drew inspiration from various artists. It is not an interesting question whether this form of appropriation constitutes plagiarism in its legal or moral meaning. Throughout the history of art artists have appropriated each others work. A more interesting question is whether Agus Suwage achieved aesthetically something interesting. In general, I think Agus Suwage's work is great. But with this series I have my doubts, especially for those works of which I know the source. For example the work above. This is a work of Dutch photographer Rineke Dijkstra, and I have seen this work in Rotterdam about ten years ago - a very powerful work. (This series can be seen in Soemardja Art Gallery until 9 November, and in the gallery one can purchase the beautifully designed book that comes with this exhibition.)

seven year itch

11 months and 2 days

Eleven months and two days, and then? Your guess is as good as mine.

Antichrist 1

Antichrist 2

glass man

Alive in Joburg

this is not...

feuertrunken

joy

nature morte

is He Him?

Mark Wallinger's statue Ecce Homo at Trafalgar Square, London. Adrian Searle wrote about this artwork in the Guardian.

celebration of the impractical

"It’s easy to think that college classes are mainly about preparing you for a job. But remember: this may be the one time in your life when you have a chance to think about the whole of your life, not just your job. Courses in the humanities, in particular, often seem impractical, but they are vital, because they stretch your imagination and challenge your mind to become more responsive, more critical, bigger. You need resources to prevent your mind from becoming narrower and more routinized in later life. This is your chance to get them."
- Martha Nussbaum

blue in the face

Skeletal memento mori

It's murder out there

Saying, as Albert Camus, does, that suicide is the only real philosophical question amounts to a paradox. After all, the answer to this question cannot be suicide. Or as Arthur Schopenhauer writes: “Suicide may also be regarded as an experiment – a question which man puts to Nature, trying to force her to answer. The question is this: What change will death produce in a man's existence and in his insight into the nature of things? It is a clumsy experiment to make; for it involves the destruction of the very consciousness which puts the question and awaits the answer.”

inevitable

a day's fragment

WALL - 5

tango lesson

Gordian knot

in honor of Mondrian

Total revolution!

"It is now so bad that only a revolution can save the nation. I think that Indonesia has reached a point beyond salvation unless there is radical change. It has to be led by our youth: they should just stop talking about it and do it! The only answer is revolution - there is no other option. [...] Total revolution!"

- Pramamoedya Ananta Toer

mémoire et histoire

Memory and history are interconnected, but there is an important difference. History is what historians conduct research on in a scientific manner. Memory, on the other hand, is more subjective. Memory deploys myths and legends. Memory is important for our identity, and distortion of facts is then not necessary a sin.

Self-fulfilling prophecy: The Thomas theorem

"If men define situations as real, they are real in their consequences."
- Merton

bad temper

human waste

Historical Attention Span Deficit Disorder

“Those who prophesy the future have tended to fall into one of two categories, both of them mistaken: those who say we have seen it all before, that there is nothing new under the sun; and those who say the world is entirely new, we have to start completely afresh. Today's false prophets fall far more into the second category than the first. Most have been seduced by short-termism, the distinguishing intellectual vice of the late 20th and early 21st century. For the first time in recorded history, there is nowadays a widespread conviction that the experience of all previous generations save our own is irrelevant [...]. Our political culture is dominated by an unprecedented malady: Historical Attention Span Deficit Disorder or HASDD […]. Disrespect for the long-term past produces two serious intellectual disorders. First, the delusion that what is newest is necessarily most advanced […]. And second, the belief that interpreting the present and forecasting the future require an understanding only of the recent past. Little of real importance about future trends, however, can be deduced from the study of a mere generation of human experience.”

Christopher Andrew

reminder set in stone

A companion

A sculpture by Uci. And here an essay on one of her exhibitions.

War & Memory

wake for a lost leaf

WALL - detail 3

WALL - 4

season for a requiem

it's fine

where moods have no name...

WALL - detail 1 and 2

leaving leaf

WALL - 3

WALL - 2

Mr. K., please go to departure gate nr...

Never leaving
Never arriving

WALL - 1

Twelve months
two weeks
and two days
remaining.

The swan

The Erasmus bridge in Rotterdam by architect Ben van Berkel's UNStudio.

'provocative' death

The hanging men

'The hanging men' by Atelier van Lieshout.

Third World

‘Third World’ – an all too often used term, but today too imprecise to be still useful.
When the term was designed it referred to those countries that neither choose to side with the U.S. nor with the U.S.S.R. during the Cold War. These non-aligned countries gathered in Bandung, Indonesia, in 1955. The fall of the Berlin Wall on 9 November 1989 aroused enormous euphoria and not only in that particular part of Europe. However, the changed political climate made the term ‘Third World’ redundant.
‘Third World’ as an analytical tool referring to developing and underdeveloped countries is inaccurate, because it only takes the unequal distribution between states into consideration, some countries are then rich and others are poor. However, within rich states there are many poor, and within poor countries there are many extremely rich people. The sociologist Ulrich Beck uses methodological cosmopolitanism to question global inequalities. This method is thus an imaginary leap away from the nation-state, because, so claims Beck, if we only take nation-states into account we will be blind for inequalities between people from different countries for which is no legitimacy when methodological cosmopolitanism is used. And the philosopher Thomas Pogge adds: “Once we break free from explanatory nationalism, global factors relevant to the persistence of severe poverty are easy to find.” From a moral point of view the lives of all individuals matter. It should not matter whether someone is a slumdog in a ghetto of Los Angeles or if someone lives along the railway tracks of Jakarta.

The price of multitasking

Psychologists have always thought that multitasking is just impossible. Now, researchers from Stanford University have finally proven so. Their research shows that heavy multitaskers are far less able to concentrate, to absorb information and to distinguish what is relevant from what is irrelevant.

For an interview with the researchers see here.

Memory - man's curse

The Hong Kong-based director Wong Kar Wai exposes in his movies the view that memory is man’s curse. A curse, though, we cannot live without. Without memory a sense of continuity necessary for an identity is unfeasible. Memory is needed to make morality in general and justice in particular possible. However, no matter how hard we try to reach out, no matter how much we urge for real contact with significant others, those others stay out of reach. And we try – we try to forget. That is when trauma kicks in – the curse of memory – and Wong Kar Wai’s mesmerizing movies lift off. His movies show the eternal return of our curse.

The clip is from the movie In the mood for love.

The falling man

Occasionally, an artist has fate on his side. Then he succeeds in turning all his skill and experience into a sublime work. ‘The Falling Man’ by Richard Drew is such an example. He made the photo at that sunny morning of 9 September, 2001. He immortalized the falling man. That can be the beauty of still photography: if the photo works, history stops – no past, no future. The man is still falling. The eternal recurrence of the same moment. The man never hit ground zero. He is alive in an eternal now. A successful Icarus. This heroic son of Daedalus affirmed the tragic.

Tom Junod wrote a beautiful essay about the falling man in Esquire.

Candy Cigarette

'Candy Cigarette' is a photograph by American Sally Mann of her daughter Jessie in 1989.

Void

“‘I have to fast, I can’t do anything else,’ said the fasting showman.
‘What a fellow you are,’ said the overseer, ‘and why can’t you do anything else?’
‘Because,’ said the fasting showman, lifting his head a little and speaking with his lips pursed, as if for a kiss, right into the overseer’s ear, so that no syllable might be lost, ‘because I couldn’t find any food I liked. If I had found any, believe me, I should have made no bones about it and stuffed myself like you or anyone else.’
These were his last words…”

Franz Kafka – A Fasting Showman

The fasting showman eats the void – the nothingness. In the Dutch translation ‘the fasting showman’ is called ‘the fasting artist’, but he is not an artist. He has taken the first step to creation – recognizing instead of denying the nothingness – but he does not create anything out of it (or despite of it).

pessimism

Optimism is much easier if one has a solid home base. On the other hand, if one is considered a visitor, a residing alien on a temporary stay permit, one has to face the fact that one can be expelled – and not excommunicated – at any moment. A simple signature of an immigration, police or secret service official is sufficient to turn a life in turmoil. The alien is the ultimate Other without Otherness. The alien stands outside normal life, normal rules do not apply. The alien is only defined in negative terms, what he is not, he is not part of US, he is not from this earth as Indonesians say.
It is therefore no miracle that Judaism is an inherent pessimistic religion. A religion that does not offer redemption with a heaven as an after-life retirement home. David Ben-Gurion made therefore a grave mistake to give into pressure to declare the new state of Israel a Jewish state, and not because it contradicts tenets of political liberalism, i.e. the secular state, but because it contradicts Judaism. It is therefore no surprise that some orthodox Jews do not recognize the state of Israel, they persist in their pessimism (they also do not join the Israeli army, because they do not want to defend a state they do not recognize).

the God of details

“We all know the phrase ‘the devil resides in the details’ – implying that, in an agreement, you should be attentive to the proverbial small-print specifications and conditions at the bottom of the page which may contain unpleasant surprises, and, or all practical purposes, nullify what the agreement offers. Does this phrase hold also for theology? Is it really that God is discernible in the overall harmony of the universe, while the Devil sticks in small features which, while insignificant from the global perspective, can mean terrible suffering for us, individuals? With regard to Christianity, at least, one is tempted to turn around this formula: God resides in details – in the overall drabness and indifference of the universe, we discern the divine dimension in barely perceptible details – a kind smile here, an unexpected helpful gesture there…”

Slavoj Zizek – On Belief

How to fail successfully?

All of old.
Nothing else ever.
Ever tried.
Ever failed.
No matter.
Try again.
Fail again.
Fail better.

Samuel Beckett

Traditions

The Russian author Ivan Alexandrovich Goncharov published in 1859 the novel Oblomov. Today, the main character of this novel is famous for Oblomovism, which is a synonym for someone who is a sloth characterized by extreme laziness, indolent apathy and indecisiveness (which he has in common with Shakespeare’s Hamlet). Oblomov dreams of an eternal present of bliss where nothing changes because everything is already perfect: “in those days parents did not hurry to explain to a boy the meaning of life, and to prepare him for life as for something at once difficult and solemn. No, they did not weary a child with books which would cloud his head with questions likely to devour the heart and the intellect, and to shorten existence. Rather, the standard of life was furnished him and taught him by parents who had received it ready-made from their parents, together with a testamentary injunction to preserve the integrity, the inviolability of that standard as they would have done that of the Vestal flame.” However, according to Anthony Giddens, we all live now in post-traditional societies. Modernization has detraditionalized societies. Detraditionalization, though, does not mean there are no more traditions, either they become reflexive, i.e. we are aware that these are traditions and this awareness changes them, or become a form of fundamentalism. We can no longer speak of a natural order concerning our values and norms, values and norms can be renegotiated because they have to be justified in the light of social action. Of course, while we cannot simply return to a closed-off tradition, we should also not hold a utopian belief in inevitable progress.

On blogging (and other unfinished things)

Recently I finished writing an essay, titled “Art of Living as a Tragic Fate, An Autobiographical Reading of Friedrich Nietzsche’s Ecce Homo.” My friend Heru Hikayat is organizing an exhibition at Semarang Gallery, which will open later this year, and he invited me to write one of the catalog essays. So I did – and, of course, comments are welcome. However, every time I write on Nietzsche, I certainly hope it is the very last time. I love his writings. I love to hate his writings. I hate to love his writings. A continuous struggle to make sense of the multifarious multiplicity called ‘Nietzsche’. Nietzsche’s life and oeuvre deal with the possibility of self-becoming, of self-creation. During the process of reading and writing, I could not help but ask myself the question what consequences an egalitarian interpretation of his work would have. In my essay I mention that turning Nietzsche into a self-help guru will make his work harmless; Nietzsche’s focus on tragedy will then be impatiently brushed aside. He is critical of mediocrity. After I finished writing my essay – that’s the good thing of a deadline, otherwise writing will never find temporarily an ending – I had a chance to read a book by Hal Niedzviecki: Hello I’m Special, How Individuality Became the New Conformity. Niedzviecki is critical of our pop culture. Pop culture gives us the illusion that we are all special. If we are special, respect is our due. However, if everyone is special, no one is. If deviating from the norm is the norm then nothing is deviant. The celebrity cult thrives exactly on the fact that only a few can be one the inside. And if we cannot become famous, then, at least, we can indulge in the extreme antics of the Paris Hiltons of today or the has-beens of tomorrow. Me, me, me…but the narcissist avoids interactions with the world and he or she already has a fixed idea of him- or herself. We can also read this as the fear of really becoming an individual, that we style ourselves in the latest fashion to be absorbed by the masses, i.e. fashion as a lifestyle instead of styling oneself as an individual, fashion as a lifestyle only shows surfaces, a surface that does not reveal any depts. Zygmunt Bauman writes that “through reducing the self to a surface, to something one can control and arrange at will, it offers the self security against intruders […] (Life in Fragments).” In his book, Niedzviecki asks the following question: “Why put your life on the internet for public consumption?” Sure, I don’t have a Friendster or Facebook account, but I obviously have a blog. And sure, I don’t pour my heart out online, but still, my musings can be considered personal. Philosophy, after all, is not merely an academic but also a personal endeavor. But why do I have a blog? What does it mean that an x-number of people from Texas and Iran visit my blog? What does it mean that my name gets an y-number of hits in Google's search engine? I do not consider my thoughts as original; my thinking is more of a recycling-reconnecting kind of process. Wittgenstein told his students at Cambridge University that if they have nothing original to say then they should seek a different profession. He put the bar high-up. It is safe to say that Wittgenstein is in a different league as a philosopher than I am. Time to look for a new line of work? Wait, wait, wait…

Babel II

Jorge Luis Borges’ library can be considered analogous to how some utopians look at the Net. Borges writes: “The universe (which others call the Library) is composed of an indefinite and perhaps infinite number of hexagonal galleries, with vast air shafts between, surrounded by very low railings. From any of the hexagons one can see, interminably, the upper and lower floors. […] I say that the Library is unending (The Library of Babel).” However, unlike those cyber utopians, Borges dips his pen into a dose of irony.

On death (and life)

Ludwig Wittgenstein writes in section 6.4311 of the Tractatus Logico-Philosophicus: “Death is not an event in life: we do not live to experience death. If we take eternity to mean not infinite temporal duration but timelessness, then eternal life belongs to those who live in the present.” And, as Wittgenstein remarks, that requires the courage to really face death (and not merely ‘the image of death’, acknowledging mortality as an essential part of being human. We need horizons to create and have a meaningful life. Friedrich Nietzsche concurs with Wittgenstein’s interpretation of experiencing infinity in one’s own life. When he criticizes Paul’s misappropriation of Jesus’ teachings, he writes in section 160 of Will to Power that Jesus created a this-worldly ‘Kingdom of Heaven’, “he is purely inward. […H]e demonstrates how one must live in order to feel ‘deified’ – and how one will not achieve it through repentance and contrition for one’s sins […].” The spirit is then not an other-worldly divinity but those this-worldly persons who have become able to free themselves of metaphysical illusions to live in (tragic) reality (see Ecce Homo, How One Becomes What One Is, “Human, all-too-human, with two sequals,” section 1).

Angst

Albert Camus claims in The Myth of Sisyphus that anxiety can lead to either suicide or to freedom, but usually we try to hide in the illusion of ongoing normality. But why can Angst either lead to suicide or to freedom? It startles me. Stuck in today’s gridlocked Bandung I had an epiphany. I suddenly realized that down-and-out at the bottom of the deepest abyss – writing one’s suicide notes – one can burst into laughter: no more, no more fear. Affirming freedom in dealing with anxieties entails to laugh fate right in the face. Out of the courage to face paradoxes, uncertainty can resolve in a poetic work of art: life – and one self. Perhaps.

Babel

The net is a babylonic confusion of tongues. The disorderly amalgam of commerce, gambling, porn, news and weather forecasts, trivial confessions and holiday pictures. The perpetual recycling of what has been. Never arriving at a conclusion, let alone a solution. Customer service is anonymized, even Big Brother is outsourced. Google and Yahoo have come to the aid of China. Rem Koolhaas writes in 'Junkspace': "The subject is stripped of privacy in return for a credit nirvana. You are complicit in the tracing of the fingerprints each of your transactions leaves; they know everything about you, except who you are. […] Junkspace pretends to unite, but it actually splinters. It creates communities […] out of identical statistics and unavoidable demographics, an opportunistic weave of vested interests. Each man, woman, and child is individually targeted, tracked, split from the rest… [...] Globalization turns language into Junkspace. We are stuck in a speech-doldrums. The ubiquity of English is Pyrrhic: now that we all speak it, nobody remembers its use. […] Through the retrofitting of language, there are too few plausible words left; our most creative hypotheses will never be formulated, discoveries will remain unmade, concepts unlaunched, philosophies muffled, nuances miscarried…"

Above painting is 'The tower of Babel' by Pieter Brueghel the elder.

Mount Bromo